Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Grow Old With You

I like this song. It's so cute. :)

Grow Old With You (by Adam Sandler)
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

I'll need you
I'll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

So sweet... *blush*

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

后悔

曾经,自大的说,我的字典里没有后悔这两个字。

曾经,自大的说,所有发生的事情背后都有它的原因。

曾经,不可一世的说,不要回头后悔,要勇往直前面对未来。

事实上,当意料不到的事情发生时,一切已经后悔也来不及了。

第一次深深感受到如此的无助。

狠狠的哭,后悔,懊悔,忏悔。

无补于事。

如果一切可以重来,那,结果会不一样吗?

曾经何时,也说过,这世界上是没有如果的。

Friday, January 12, 2007

那天,找到了旧的CD。里头有周惠和燕姿的MP3,让我忆起在越南工作的时候 - 那时的伤心,压力,沮丧,放弃的心情,仿佛我又回到那时的生活。

我喜欢在工作时听歌,陶醉在自己的世界。喜欢听伤感但却又有震撼的歌词。就像周惠的这首:

话题

面对面坐着的是不是你,
爱情还在不在进行.
想问你是不是想要放弃,
却害怕你也在问自己.
分手是我们唯一的话题,
却没有人愿意提起.
如果一开口变成了结局,
我的心就会离开身体活在过去.
爱不爱结果都叫人伤心,
我不知道该怎么做决定;
分手应该是要先哭泣,还是先忘记.
你是否也有相同的难题,
你的勇气里有我的命运,
我不知道你会不会决定.
我想我现在还不够清醒,
该爱着你,该离开你,
还是继续--逃避

听了应该有3年了吧。还是那么喜欢。多么真实地感觉。多么震撼。尤其是那句 “你的勇气里有我的命运”。

燕姿的我不难过也是一首让我深深感动的一首歌。

又站在你家的门口 我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守侯
还能多久
终于你开口向我诉说她有多温柔
虽然你还握着我的手
但我已不在你心中
我真的懂
你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别在看着我说着你爱过
别伤痛
我不难过
这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流
我也不懂
就让我走
让我开始享受自由
回忆很多
你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱
你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞
这会是我最后的宽容
抱紧我
再抱紧我
这一份感动
请你让我留在胸口
别再说是你的错

爱到了尽头
是非对错 就让它随风
忘了所有
过得比你快活
不要再说
或许这是最好的结果
现在分手
总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手
离开你左右 我向前走
这会是我
真正的解脱

多么真实。每次听到这首歌,我的心里就会有一股暖流流过。那种感觉,非笔墨能形容。

最近吹起了失恋风。常常听到谁谁失恋了。希望失恋的人们能重新找到他们新的目标,重新站起来,面对更多的未来。也祝福那些在热恋的情人们能恩恩爱爱,长长久久。大家加油!

Friday, January 05, 2007

The Flight That Fought Back

I was watching Discovery Channel in Astro last night.

The title of the show was “The Flight That Fought Back”. On 11th September, 2001 attacks (also known as 9/11), the terrorists hijacked 4 flights. Two crashed into World Trade Centre, one crashed to Pentagon and one more - United Airlines 93 – crashed near Shanksville, Pennsylvania.

In the show, they reconstructed what happened on United Airlines 93 from the phone calls the passengers and the crews made through the GTE airphones. They played the actual recording of the phone calls.

Those on that flight fought back, as stated in the title. They fought against the terrorists and took the last bet trying to save their own lives.

Everyone knows the ending of the show. Everyone knows that there’s no survivor from the crash.

It really moved my heart. I feel so sad everytime when I tried to imagine how they felt on the plane when those on the flight called their loved ones – their partners, their families – to tell them they love them at the very last moment of their lives. My heart aches everytime I recalled the looks in their families’ eyes when they tried to recall the incident that day – when their love ones called them from that flight.

My imagination started to run wild and I started to think what’d I do if I am on that flight? Who would I call? What would I say?

I just… feel so sad….

Life is just so unpredictable. No one in the flight would even expect that. I remembered one of the passengers said “I can’t believe that this happened to me”. We never know what’s going to happen in the very next seconds.

So, like what a friend told me before, live everyday as if it were your last, then you’ll appreciate more.