W.H.Y?

Have not been blogging for almost a month.

Life have been terribly busy & stressful for this whole month.

I over stress myself, causes big ulcer that prohibited me from eating for few days while I am on my business trip (it's really the worst thing you can have since you can't taste anything that company pays for you!), blur like a "sotong" (squid), prolonged headache and stiff neck & shoulders.

I sacrifice my time, my sleep, my health and all my attention to things that no one appreciates (I think), and yet I am still doing it. WHY?

Sometimes I wonder, whether it is worth it to live in this way?

Ya, the answer is NO it's not worth it. But, can I choose not to live in this way?

I don't know.

I guess, I over stress myself again!