Wednesday, December 13, 2006

An Unhappy Happy Person

I wonder how many of my friends actually see me in my unhappy moments. Maybe those that who're really close to me did.

I can be quite emotional, with no reason. Well, that's a girl's privilege.

My mood today is just BAD. Real bad.

I can talk a lot. But when my mood is bad, I'll be very quiet. Just like today, I didn't speak a word to anyone around me. I am just very transparent.

I am drowned by my own expectations. I am stressed. I am feeling helpless. I am frustrated. I am depressed. And I just think everything is not right. Things are not going as what I wanted them to be. *Sigh*.....


Instead of making myself feel even worse, I chose to do nothing but just watch TV. I ate maggie, and egg tart, and chocolate, and whatever things that are unhealthy that I can find to fill my stomach. Then, I feel better.

How stupid, right?

Why? I don't know. Maybe it's PMS. Another girl's excuse to be emotional.

D*mn. I should go sleep now.


6 comments:

shizuka said...

i have very bad mood recently too.... :(... don't know what i want also.. just bad mood.. it's not that things not going as what i expected... but just mooooooody.. is it becoz of our age? there are more and more things to worry nowadays...

pENguiN~ said...

Hmm.. Maybe... I also have quite a lot of things to worry.... But guess still need to learn to relax if not will go crazy leh.... :)

eg said...

I also got worr :P

shizuka said...

eg...PMS woh. u also got? :p

Loong said...

Have a Kit Kat?

pENguiN~ said...

Hehehe... Well they said chocolate can really help to make someone happier... :D